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| 小 時 候 在我們還小的時候
時常想要快點長大
快點像大人一樣
可以擁有自己的自主權
擁有自由及不被控制的權利
可以自由自在的想做甚麼就做甚麼
不用每天背著書包去上學
面對討厭的功課及考試
可以自己想買甚麼就買甚麼
不用每次都向父母苦苦哀求
想要快點長大的念頭
在我們的腦袋越來越強烈
恨不得在睡醒之後
我們就可以是一個大人了
但身旁總有許多的大人
時常會對我們說
我們真的很幸福
他們很羨慕我們
如果可以
他們也想回到小時候
跟我們一樣無憂無慮的生活
也不斷告訴我們
要珍惜當下的幸福
當時的我們真的不懂
為何這些大人會如此羨慕
我們這些孩子的生活
並想回到我們所厭惡的年紀
在我們長大後
才真的明白
當初那些大人
為何會對我們說那些話
原來大人的世界
並不是像我們所想像的那樣的美好
在成為大人後
我們必須學會
如何獨立
也必須學會
面對強大的生活壓力
以及每天工作的挑戰
一切的所有事情都要靠自己
在成人的世界
我們可能會遇到許多愛情 親情 友情地複雜問題
有時處理不好
這些問題
將傷了別人也傷了自己
這些複雜的問題及生活壓力
就像條鐵鍊
將我們的手腳緊緊的綑住
怎樣也無法鬆脫
我們就像被關進籠裡的鳥
失去飛翔天空的自由
也失去了快樂及笑容
如果可以
我真的也想回到小時候
小時候
雖然有許多討厭的功課及考試
但是我們只要把書讀好就可以了
不用去煩惱許多會讓我們感到壓力的事情
小時候
我們擁有的是單純及自在的生活
也容易認識許多知心朋友
除了讀書的時間
其它的時間
就是我們自由的生活
我們可以自由自在去做自己想做的事
不必為生活去煩惱去操心
也不必與時間賽跑
小時候
我們就像在天上自由飛翔的小鳥
快樂且自在
現在雖然想回到小時候
但是錯過的時光
怎麼可能回的去呢
人總是不懂得珍惜當下的的美好
而不斷羨慕別人的生活
也因為這樣我們才錯過了許多幸福的時光
人生就像是一張單程的火車票
錯過的幸福就無法再追回
在人生的旅程中
有許多的人陪著我們走
有的人走的比較快
早已看過我們未曾看過的風景
也許他們抓住了當下的幸福
也或許他們曾錯過了應該屬於他們的幸福
因此他們不斷的提醒著我們
珍惜當下的幸福
珍惜走過的每一段路
也許在當下
討厭這段旅程
也許在當下想閉起眼
跳過這段充滿驚喜的旅程
但別忘了
那些曾走過這段路的大人所說的話
幸福是甚麼
幸福就是珍惜當下
珍惜現在我們所正在發生的每段旅程
有些旅程也許很討厭
感覺很糟
但眼眼所看到的
絕對不是真的
我們得到了人生的終點站
才能判定當初急於逃離的那一段旅程
對我們來說
到底是討厭的旅程
還是幸福的旅程
可以確定的是
我們都走在同一條道路上
只是早與晚而已
也許現在的我
已無法回到小時候
但我一定會珍惜現在所走過的每一段旅程
用心去體會當下的幸福
也許現在的有人正處於急於長大的年紀
也厭惡極了此刻的年紀
但我會像當初那些大人一樣
對你們說著同樣的話
我真的很羨慕你
如果可以我想與你交換
但這是不可能的
所以我會告訴你們
珍惜當下
用心體會當下的幸福
也許你們此刻不懂
但總有一天
你們一定會了解 | | |
| wow...haven't write new entry for a while...was busy after Christmas and got into a car accident on December 31...(>.<..right before New Year...>.<)...school was horrible...guess cause i have been seeing doubles lately...lol...been sleeping more than before, hopefully my vision will recover soon, or else gonna fail all my classes...
went to watch many many movies, almost everything in theater i watched...lol...was happy that gonna go to Las Vegas to count down with my friends, and then on the way driving there "bam!!" that's all i remember, think i fainted for awhile there, and when i wake up, try to get out of the car, and cant walk, cause my head hurt really bad and feel really dizzy...>.<...good that i have seatbelt, i sit in the front on the passenger seat...
my friend's mom is in worse condition, cause she's in the back with no seatbelt on, she dislocated her arm, and so we got send to the hospital in Barstow...half way to Vegas i think...yeah, told the doctor i was alright, cause i HATE doctors...well, i don't think i need a check up, i mean, just headache, seeing doubles, and throw up a bit thats all, shouldn't be that bad...just need sleep...yep...
and of course i don't want my count down to be in a hospital...besides i really want to get out of this place, so i have this really really nice friend who's so nice that he drive all the way to Barstow from Diamond Bar to pick me up and drive me back. Thanx sooo much Jeff Ma, u the best!!...went to watch a movie after that than church to count down...
Jason came back from Taiwan, and it's his birthday on Sunday, (the day before school starts...nice...xp) try to throw him a surprise, but think he kinda know we gonna do that, but i guess we still did it successfully...all's good...went to bed early than usually, and started horrible days after that...>.<...hopefully by next week everything will work out fine. Yeah... | | |
| before i start my entry, want to wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS! & HAPPY NEW YEAR!! ...wow...time pass by soooo fast, just one more week...have to go back to... ...man, i should stop thinkin about that...
anyway, did sooo many things this past week, went to play basketball the whole afternoon and watched Ocean 12 at night on Wednesday with Jimmy, it wasn't as good as the 1st one, too much talking...><...and feel sorry for those who don't speak chinese...lol...cause there's no subtitles for the parts when that one weird chinese boy keep on speaking chinese...does all the other 11 people from Ocean 12 understand?! lol...
Thursday, let me think, hum...slept a lot, and woke up late...lol...cause didn't sleep till 5 AM...(on the phone...><) went to Beverly Hill with Jimmy in the afternoon, and watched Phantom of the Opera with Calvin and Rose at night...i loved it...so sad...almost made me cry...><...but some of my friends dont like it, cause it's mostly singing...but yeah, i really loved it!!
Yesterday! Friday, Christmas Eve...hum...slept late and woke up early...><...(on the phone again...xp...and somebody came visit to drop off present...xp...) man, stupid Jimmy, but i love the present...lol...dont believe he actually bought that...wow...a giant Monet painting (my favorite painting) in a pretty frame...^-^...(wait...how does he know that's my favorite painting?! weird...... ) anyway, went to my younger brother's house for Christmas party, it was fun. came back home at 3...lol
Today! gonna have a big dinner with some family and friends at my house, and basically just sit home checking my email, writing xanga, and some other crap (literally)...lol...but i can't wait till next week!! gonna go up on the mountains to make snowman...lol...and maybe skiing...still thinking about it...but never tried it before, don't know...><...o, o, and Jason's coming back on the 1st...which is like...wow...might go KTV to celebrate his birthday on the 2nd...and back to horrible SD...ah~~well, take care u all!!...^-^... | | |
| lol...this weekend has been the best weekend of my entire life...lol... well, many knows that Jay Chou's concert was on Saturday! and i wanted to go so badly (u know, it's Jay Chou!!!), but because of this friend, my plan got messed up...>.<...so i was sooooo sad that i couldn't go... well, another friend of mine who's going called me on Saturday morning, and told me that he have an extra ticket, and he knows that i wanted to go so badly that he offer it to me (FOR FREE!!)...and it's like all the way in the front too...wow...a VIP ticket... ...i was soooooo happy that i don't even remember what stupid things i had done that day...
only remember that i can't wait till 4...cause that's when we're leaving...lol...and and OMG...i personally think this concert is much better than The One concert...seriously...and he sang all the songs that i love...even thought they are pretty sad...^-^...and man, his expressions...just amazingly attractive...lol...like i can't stop screaming...by the time it ends, my voice is completely gone...i mean, i sang the whole thing with him...lol...plus i scream A LOT... ... well, it's SUPER-FANTASTIC GOOD!! i totally loved it...can't sleep that night either, xp...cause was still tooooo  ...lol...yep!
havent been this happy for soooo long...sigh...don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing...lol...anyway, on sunday, was all good except the part that i physically have to wear a dress...><... because i have to attend a Christmas party with Jimmy...well, suppose to be at this Irvine church at 4, but um...got there too early that we went to Fashion Island and Newport Beach first...lol...and by the time we came back to attend the party its like 7ish...right on time for grand dinner...lol...it was fun... bring back a lot of memories thought...><... o, and went to watch that Jim Carey movie...it was .............o...k...i have no clue whats going on...and then the movie ended...lol...
o yeah, still didn't finish Christmas shopping...xp...which is kinda bad...too lazy...lol...but was happy that i got many Christmas presents...^-^...and have a busy schedule...lol...play basketball, watch movies, go to the beach, go shopping, go anywhere i want!! YEAH!, kareoke, parties, and many many more...lol...^-^...well, guess gonna stop here for today...lol...have to get ready, have to leave in 10 min...lol...so cool! take care all, and wish u all have a Wonderful Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!! | | |
| OMG...OMG...can't believe this!!...shooting stars...^-^...yesterday, i was ready to go to bed, and my sister's bf came and said that there's Geminids meteor show tonight from 12~2...and it only appear once every 19 years...^-^...they want me to go with them, but of course, i don't want to be a BIG lightbulb...lol...so i was outside of my house, i waited and waited, i thought they lie to me and was ready to leave, and i saw it, i did...wow...big and pretty...^-^, and i hurry make a wish...lol...the pretty shooting stars...^-^...hopefully my wish will come true one day...lol... | | |
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